{*watashi-koi-anata.}[[walkin in the rain afraid to let u see my tears.]]

2005-08-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

phew! long long time never blog lo. this period a lot of things happened! haha. poly started. now got a bunch of gd fwens: minty.fangfang.lemon! they accompanied me thru my darkest period of time especially during our holidays. really thx them a lot! *muacks* love them! hahas. ok stop being mushy. next gotta wish our august babies: lemon.flora.jen a happy happy bdae!

* 1st day of orientation.

2005-05-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

today is sort of like my first day to school la. cause its my first day of orientation lor. den we had lotus/spice training in the morning till afternoon. basically its about setting up a student intranet account. where all ur mails to and from teachers come from. and also the sas. where u check ur weekly timetable there. and the examination schedule, results, progress reports. almost everything online la. quite useful i must say. den after that end le lor. so went back to child care. then met pw ma so we talked lor. then she talked about the incident where a bot hit the other boy who go t2 teeth "extracted". haha. not funny actually. but hmmm. these incident happent in my ex sec. sch. what a shame man! fancy making headlines on such news. whats more disgraceful is the gut who hit ppl is fom my cca, NPCC. a respectable and prestigous cca in my sch. really, embarrassed to say that he is actually my junior man! oh my gosh!. and also the incident abt the 11 gers against a poor defenceless ger. and almost get her stripped!. also from our skool. wad the hell! i hink now we're famous of such news le. haha. these incident happened last year. had a little memory of it la. but rather vague. i think.... shant comment too much in case there's any uninvited trouble. Trully, its a sensitive case to comment on la huh. so shant harp on it anymore. ok. signing off for today. nitex.

* my new phone!

2005-04-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

ooooooooo. ok. i got my new phone today! finally!! haha. den after tat at night went to my auntie's hse cause today's my baby cousin's full month! cheers to him! he's simply too adorable. shooo cute. haha.

* hands- on!

2005-04-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

today we had hands-on on the basic skills as a dj. we were each given 5 minutes to "host" a programme. first we have to control the panel and at the same time speaking on air. after the introduction to the programme, we will report on the weather forcast and traffic news. den end off with a song. i was the last one. haha. actually at first i was rather nervous and scared. cause afraid i might say the wrong things or wad. haha. but when u really sit on the place, u're at ease. u really feel as if u were a dj tat day. den after tat. ther artises were rehearsing for the NKF charity show outside the radio building. manage to take pictures wif some of them. *wink*

* anonymous!

2005-04-13T01:01:00.000+08:00

to the anonymous out there. i didnt mention or say that im rich. u are the one claiming that im rich. since u say im rich, i suppose u are someone i know. let me get this clear: i wrote blog i for my own use and i welcome ppl to view it and leaves message or comments. but definitely NOT sacarsm! i dun welcome such idiotic act. u understand! i hate ppl doing this. and especially saying such words. but to me, maybe cause u are a coward, dare to do dun dare to admit. but of course i have no right to force u to out ur name down. however, i advised u all to do so, so i noe who is keeping contact wif me and i can return. but but but definitely not this kind. one last word for you: TRUE COWARD! maybe u may find me offensive. but i dun give a damn to such a person like u!
* frankly speaking, im freaking freaking pissed by wad u have wrote! u may see it as nth, but not to me.
so, ***GET OUT OF MY WAY, BITCH/BASTARD!

* straightened out?

2005-04-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm. today ah. still teh same nothing interesting. jus tat about evening to night time, my aunt called from hong kong and ask me 'bout my plans. cause i got discuss wif my uncle bout those things yesterday. so maybe she were told too. but its ok. den when she ask me, i realised i haven actually sit down calmly and think about this matter. i gotta decide quick i think. 'cause... ??dunno. hah. erm. den my uncle came online and ask me wads my decisio. he pointed out a very good point: if i study in TMC, den after my adv. dip. , i must further my studies in an overseas university. but if i study the course im in in poly, den i can still further it in singapore university and easily get a job. but for the mass comm, unless i study oversea, if not i wun really be able to survive in such a competitive world today. i might "suffocate" haha. hmmm. maybe i shall continue wif my course in poly and take up mass comm as a part time course. so tat after my poly if i really want to continue my studies in mass comm, at least i wun need to start all over again. the part time course act as a foundation ba?. really dunno!

*星语心愿

2005-04-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

* 星语心愿

我要控制我自己
不会让谁看见我哭泣
装作漠不关心你
不愿想起你
怪自己没有气

心痛得无法呼吸
找不到你留下的痕迹
眼睁睁地看着你
却无能为力
任你消失在世界的尽头

找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在哪头
那里是否有尽头

心痛得无法呼吸
找不到你留下的痕迹
眼睁睁地看着你
却无能为力
任你消失在世界的尽头

找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在哪头
那里是否有尽头

就向流星许个心愿
让你知道我爱你

* my studies or yours?

2005-04-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

today i have music lessons in the morning (guzheng). den in teh afternoon went out wif my mother to IKEA. shop till around 6pm plus plus, den call my father come fetch us cause we bought a lot of things. :) then at 7pm, we waitch the NKF charity show. after that went online then talked to one of my fren. heard that she went to apply private school for studying mass comm. 8 mnths to get a diploma cert. 1yr 8 mnths to get a higher diploma cert. i think its quite worth it rather than studying in poly in the course u are not at all interested in. even if i get into mass comm, i have to study 3 years to jus get a diploma cert. but if i go private school, i take 1 yr 8 mnths to get a higher diploma cert and i still have 1 yr 4 mnths left to further the studies and by the end of 3 yrs, others onli get a diploma cert while i already start the bachelor degree. so when i go out to society obviously i get higher chances of getting jobs easily and bertter pay right rather than those poly graduates of the same age as me. so i told my parents about this other "route" and they were like aiya. if everybody also go take this course then it wun be as easy to get a job anymore. but this course in poly also dun allow too many intakes wad. also right, if u get into poly but not the course u're interested in, is that fair? of course have to study what u like and interested in rite. its not like there'll be no futre in mass comm. the problem now is i have no bit interest in the course im about to take this coming may. this's all my parents and uncle idea. i study for myself and not for them. i have the right to choose my own path. u might end up saying : " wad i do if for ur own good." and wadever shit la. but have u ever thot of my interst and feelings. it makes it looks like im studying for the sake of u all now. haix. i really dunno wad i live for now. maybe for u all and not myself? i really dunno. i seem to have lost my way in the life of road. i seem to have lose aim in my life. im completely lost!

* my philosophy

2005-04-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

in my mind
i can climb
all the mountains that surround me
the spirit there?
where eagles dare to fly

in my heart
there's a spark
that can light the world around mean open door
where i am sure dreams are

doesn't matter if i win
or the colour of my skin
'cause the race is all about
believing in yourself

and i dream
i can run
like the wind
and be strong
when my heart
just wants to give in

and i dream
i can be
the hero thats in me
when i dream
i dream...

theres a time
in your life
when the odds are so against you
there's no defeat
if all you keep is pride

first or last
slow or fast
there's a dignity that makes you
keep driving on
when worlds have come apart

doesn't matter rich or poor
or the things you've done before
'cause the race is all about
believing in yourself

and i dream
i can run
like the wind
and be strong
when my heart
just wants to give in

and i dream
i can be
the hero thats in me
when i dream

i dream
of the moment
that forever will be golden

when the torches pass
all your dreams will last
that are shared by everyone

i dream
i can run
like the wind
and be strong
when my heart just wants to give in

i dream
i can run
like the wind
and be strong
when my heart just wants to give in

* 五月天!!

2005-04-08T02:50:00.000+08:00

today i went to work late cause need to register online for my poly. den went to work at about 10 plus plus. after that left at 4.40pm, went to my father there. den at 6.25pm like tat he bring me to tcs lor. cause today i got lessong ma(radio academy). today i reach there at about 6.50pm, which is like the earliest out of all times. haha. den when i reach there saw joanne peh and other actor and actress filming show. keep on "NG"1 hha. so, didnt have chance to take picture and get signature.haha. but nvm la. den went in for lesson. at 8.15pm got a tea break. den heard from the 93.3 Dj that later at 10.00pm 五月天 will be coming on air!! ah. all of us so excited. haha. then lesson end at 9.30pm sharp, which is also the most punctual lesson of all. haha. so we waited till 10.00pm for them to come. we were waiting outside the 93.3 boadcast room. which is, we can also directly see the Dj on shift and wad they are doing. its so COOL sia! haha. "10.00pm"!!!! yea. then we see them walking in. but at that time they need to be punctual for the programme so they dun have time to "entertain" us. so we can onli wait outside till tehy show ends. so while waiting, we took the opportunity to take photos of them. snapped a lot! then the're show end about 11 p[lus plus like that. cause eat 11.00pm, we saw peifen and li teng walking in. cause its their shift alredy(11.00pm). so a while later 五月天 finally came out. den we were like" please take a photo wif us!" haha. so in the end we got it! we took a photo with them. YEA!! haha. den after that we also took picture wif the 93.3 Dj : peifen and li teng. this is my first time seeing li teng in person. he's shoooo CUTE!! OMG! cute and shuai! really really irrisistable. took a picture wif him and peofen too. oh. today is such a wonderful day. today, my camera is very precious! today, im "dreaming"? today, im floating. ah... shooo much feelings!

* the reason is you

2005-04-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

* (tong)`_ :
i found a reason for me. to change who i used to be. reason to start over new. and the reason is you.i found a reason to show. a side of me you didnt know.reason for all that i do. and the reason is you.

* Hoobastank: The reason.
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me

To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

* shag!!

2005-04-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm. ok. today i kind of pon work la. cause i got no mood. fell like slacking. neds loads of sleeps. tats why i din report for work. suddenly, feeling this emptiness in my heart. feel so isolated. dun really wan to have any contact wif the outside world. watching dvds at home. bought those in shenzhen. :) den writing blog. listening to songs. looking for new blogskins. life's indeed boring huh!
* as usual, im still missing hk!
* guess wad? my uncle's a real cool and professional photographer!

signing off-

* a new beginning?

2005-04-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

today is a new start of a new day since we landed in singapore. a new beginning? i doubt so. today i went for work. wasnt feeling really well la huh cause keep having runs. den it was raining heavily. it was so cooling. making me feel sleepy. making me recall of teh past. making me drowsy. making me unconscious. i really wish this rain would never stop. never ever stop. actually i love the rain. why? cause everytime when its raining, i noe its time to let my feelings go. i would run into the rain and cry out loud. this is the time when heaven is crying wif you, this is the time he knows that u r sad? this is the time whne no one would uncover ur master card -- u are crying. u'll jus be able to cry quietly and peacefully. and let ur feelings run smoothly. isnt it COOL??!! :) today is also my first lesson at the radio academy. went to mediacorp at about 6 plus. cause lesson starts at 7. i learn quite a lot today. about wad a DJ needs to posses and other useful factors of being a good DJ. someone said, it takes u 5 complete years to really understand wad a DJ is. is it so??

* really miss hk!!

2005-04-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

haix. from last night till the very moment now, i still still still miss hk and i've not say a sentence of word. dunno why, jus cant find the mood back. to be precise, im back in singapore, but my heart is still floating aimlessly in hong kong?? hmmm. i dunno. i cant find the mood to talk, cant fin dthe mood to cheer, cant find the mood to work, cant find the mood to do anything and everything. haix, dunno what's wrong wif me too. boohoo!!life there is so freedom. cause u need not care about anything. jus shop, eat, sleep, slack onli. so cool! argh!! pls pls pls bring me back to this miserable place! (singapore!) im tearing apart.

missing hk!

2005-04-03T15:18:00.000+08:00

haha. i dreamt that im still in hong kong.haha.enjoying life there. but when i was in reality again. dream is just a dream. right? :) ok back to reality: hmmm. life sucks here. i really really really miss hk!! wish to go there again. this is a very memorable trip to me. i dunno why also. i think this is the happiest trip i ever experienced in my life. past few times when i went hk, i did not spent my time as happy as this time. i dunno why again. haha. er. MISS HK!! haha. hope to go there again before poly starts. so i guess i have to start planning now wif my cousin huh. haha. ok see ya there. byes.

* in hk! (day 10)

2005-04-02T01:32:00.000+08:00

# day 10
today is my last day in hk le. so sad sia. hmmm. we did last minute shopping. if i hadnt had performance tonight, i would have extended my air ticket and stay longer there. after staying for 9 days, i sort of get use to the lifestyle there and quite like it. in fact, i even prefer living in hk than in singapore. cause the atmosphere here in singapore is so so so tense. like its so competitive here in singapore, everyone vying to be the best, to be the top. however in hk, i feel so relaxing there. last night i reach singapore at 11.38pm den collect the luggage all those, reach home at about 12.20am. SO tired so i just lie flat on the bed. haha.oh, i remember now. yesterday when we were doing our last minute shopping, my uncle went home to make the tang yuan for us!! that's what he promised la huh. haha. but im glad he made i tin time, in time before i leave. haha. it was simply delicious! to my dearest uncle: "thumbs up for U!!" if u're reading my blog. :)

* in hk! (day 9)

2005-04-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

# day 9
today my aunt and uncle cant take leave so we're left to be on our own! :) we went to fa yuen street at aout 1 plus. den my aunt call back and say she took half day leave to come home to study cause she's having exams today! so we gotta "evacuate" as soon as possible if not later when my baby cousin sees her, he wun wan to leave anymore and my aunt cant study le.haha. so we went to walk on our own den half way through, my baby cousin say he needs to pass motion so we gotta rush home. argh!! haha, anyways we are almost done wif our shopping le. hehe. den we came home, slack a while, den after tat to tired le, so jus drop dead on the bed.haha. den my aunt also wants to sleep le.haha. so she ask xx to wake her up at 6.15 cause she's the onli one awake now. haha. den but den soon, xx also fall asleep le. haha, before being able to wake my aunt up. haha. luckily my aunt knows how to wake up on her own if not she'll be dead meat! haha. den we had pizza! for dnner today. cause my aunt says she feel like eating it so by hope or crook we have to get the pizza for her. haha. oh, and today's APRIL FOOLS DAY!! so, wishing all happy april fool's day!

* in hk! (day 8)

2005-03-31T02:31:00.000+08:00

# day 8
today, we woke up at 10 plus plus. we WERE "suppose" to wake up at 9 de. haha. cause we going to shenzhen today! we reach there at about 12.30pm like that. our 1st destination was dvd shop. the shop looks quite decent in the front. but actually, if u walk further in, u'll see a small door in a corner. that's where the illegal activiies are going on.haha. if u're right, YES, that's where the pirated dvds are. we bought quite a lot. almost to a thousand ren ming pi? haha. den when we're done, we continue shopping around. we saw a sorta "neoprint" shop. their neoprints are really different from singapore one. in shenzhen, they get to choose their own background, den after that u key in the code and there's the background. den when u finish posing, click confirm and u'll be snap! :) if u think its not good, u can retake and retake and retake till u're satisfied. so cool man! AND, there's no time limit. so we like took 5 sets of 12, which is 60 different poses in all. smail till our jaws are numb man! haha. den we still took another 3 but this 3 are meant to be made into puzzle. so in the end, it'll look like the four of us are fix together in pieces! haha. we spent in the shop for like 2 hours plus lor. haha. den we went to have some food. (jiao zi, dumpling) den we continue shopping. while buying, we were bargaining also. because in such places, especially during the weekdays, they dun usually have business so if the price's reasonable, they'll surely compromise. actually, if u were here to bargain, u'll feel the atmosphere. u'll like get addicted to it one. den want to continue to bargain and bargain! haha. so fun man. when we were making our way to flag taxi, we saw a crippled beggar, wif onli pants, lying on the road begging for money. den when ppl come down the stairs, he'll jus grab their feet and ask for money. so disgusting sia. imagine when u were walking den someone out of no where grab whole of ur feet, u'll sure scare the hell out. haha. den we sat taxi to go back to the custom area. when we reached there, suddenly a beggar open the taxi door wif a white bowl in his hand asking for money. my cousin got a shock and started screaming like hell. and not knowing wad to do. i followed screaming when i heard her scream cause i thot she saw a mouse or whatever. after a while den my aunt and i saw the beggar. he was really desperate. so scary sia. den after my cousin regain her consciuos den she close the door. then my uncle told me tat tat time they went to shenzhen, they say this beggar carrying a toddler walking around the rubbish bins picking up foods from in there to eat. they sympatise them so they gave them 20 ren ming pi. 2 weeks later, in the news, they say that there was a beggar who put clean and cooked food into a clean plastic bag then they put it inside the rubbish bin. so onli then they noe that they were being cheated. then my uncle say," say not always the kind gets kind returns." but i want to tell him tat its not true. yes, although sometimes its really true. but in some cases, kindness begets kindness. this time its onli a case of cheating. right? haha. then when we were at the custom, the policeman saw my passport and he was asking. er, do u have a more recent photo? haha.cause my photo in the passport is very young one so can hardly tell. haha. den he continue looking and looking. and ask "wads ur name? did u have any problems when coming into hong kong?" haha. i was like "d-u-h!" if i had any problem coming in, den i wouldnt be here talking to you now rite. haha. so dots lor. den we went back home at about 11 plus la. den whne all of us bathe, get ready everything, we sit down and watch the onli horror moie we bought. haha. " THE SHUTTER!" :)

* in hk! (day 7)

2005-03-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

# day 7
ok today we didnt have any fun at all! cause im sick! argh!! so unpleasant. haha,went to the doctor's, haveing a fever, 101.0 farenheit which is like 38. smth degree la. denmy hk friend came to find me. he stay till 4 plus den go le. cause we need to go pick up my baby cousin at chilcare at 4.30pm. den after tat went home and start to slack again. whoo. basically, today nth much la huh. so how're ur day ppl?? :)

* in hk! (day 6)

2005-03-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

# day 6
today as usual, we woke up at about afernoon time. den cause my aunt took half day off so she can accompany us for the other half of the day. we were slacking around den suddenly she call and say ok, 15 more minutes come down to the mtr to wait. in hong kong, their mtr is our mrt in singapore. den we quickly change, all in a hurry and went down to meet her. den she brought us to quan wan. today im like a bit not myself. also dunno why. cause im not feeling really well. aching all over, feel wobbly.no shopping mood la. haha. den when i really cannot take it le my aunt say ok we go home lor. when we reached home, my aunt say i got a bit fever so i ate a panadol. den went to sleep. woke up at about 6 plus. although its onli a short 1 hour, i can feel that is like a long long sleep. then at night, we went for movies in kowloon tong. :)

* in hk! (day 5)

2005-03-28T12:22:00.000+08:00

# day 5
today uncle and auntie no work cause its a public holiday in hong kong. its their easter holiday. we woke up at about 12 plus plus den went to eat breakfast-cum-lunch. today's weather is rather humid la huh. the sun is even out. :) the air is rather stuffy. then we went to the park(good hong kong park, thats basically the name of the park la-huh.) where the ROM is. cause uncle say there everyday got people marry one. that's the most beautiful ROM office in hong kong. so everyone wants to go there. haha. den after that went to sit the hong kong tram to wan chai. and started our craziness there again! haha. after wan chai, we continue to shop at causeway bay.actually we were suppose to meet my uncle for movies but in the end cancel. but we still meet my uncle and we went to a shopping centre at kowloon to have macdonalds. we ate and chat till like 11.30pm, which was when the shopping centre is about to close. haha. we chatted a lor tat day. we shared our experiences in school all those naughty things we did.haha. suddenly, feel that we were closer than my own parents. cause can tell them many stuff which i nv dare tell my parents. so carefree. can speak everything tat comes to my mind and at least i need not hestitate and think twice before i speak. that shopping centre was actually the place we were suppose to watch the movie today. but my uncle say it was to rush so he bought tickets for tmr. :)

* in hk! (day 4)

2005-03-27T03:33:00.000+08:00

# day 4
today morning we woke up early to go yum cha.den go home to pack things at about 12 plus me and xuan sent my parents off. and we went to kwai fang to shop. bought lots lots lots of things. i bought a new pair of shoes today, a bag, a jeans. den we went to lunch at the opposite shopping centre. cause at the same time they were looking fo rtoilet. haha. we had lunch at genki sushi. heard from my aunt genki sushi originated from singapore. but i find tat the sushi here is much much better than in singapore, its also much more fresher. she also mention tat its rather popular here in hong kong. but i beg a duffer. in singapore, it doesnt seem as crowded and "popular". cause maybe there's too many sushi in singapore, too competitive. one thing, the sushi price is cheaper in singapore.den after tat went home to rest cause today 8.00pm got eason chan concert. my aun thappen to got tickets. so we went lor. this is my first time in 17 years to have been to a concert. haha. surprised? :) he song swere nice. but most of them were in cantonese. so suddenly go tthe urge to learn cantonese. cause cantonese songs are really supurb. maybe if he translate it into chinese it, th eeffect wun be as nice le. hmmm. den went fo rdinner-cum-supper nearby my aunt's hse. and back hm!

* in hk! (day 3)

2005-03-26T03:04:00.000+08:00

# day 3
woke up 8 plus in the morning today. kinda too early la huh. its drizzling. whoo. so freaking cold. :) den went to fa yuen street straight away. cause 9 o'clock its open le, unlike in singapore. shops open onli ("latest") 11am. haha. den shop shop shop shop till we forget about breakfast le. den went to the nearby shopping plaza's foodcourt to have breakfast-cum-lunch. :) we had kfc. the kfc here is really very different. the fries and chicken is not like tat the ones on singapore. after eating the kfc here den got no interest in the kfc in singpore le. haha. den after eating we continue to shop in the shopping plaza. den we went to another shopping centre nearby also. and, that's where my hp go pickpokected!!! argh!! so freaking pissed. i went into a shop which was rather crowded.to help my cousin see a t-shirt. den a lady in black suddenly like barged into my direction and keep knocking straight to me directly. that's when she stole my hp. and i didnt even noticed im being "touched"! at first i thought she was like trying to squeeze into the crowd to see the clothes but after tat my hp gone missing den i realised tat something was not rght when she keep knocking directly in me. ah!!!!!! idiot woman!! if u let me see her again i wud sure recognise and make her pay for wad she did! den cause my uncle's sister wanna have dinner wif us. so we arranged to meet at 8.30pm for dinner at kowloon city.the food there is also nice ah. den they brought us to a very famous dessert stal. but their service and attitude sucks like shit.so aunt is rather pissed and walked off. dne we went to another shop to eat. its also not bad la. den after tat we go home and PLAY wif my cutie cutie cousin himhim! haha.he's so cute but can be mischievious at times.

* in hk! (day 2)

2005-03-25T02:49:00.000+08:00

# day 2
woke up at bout 10 plus den when everyone's ready its already like 12 plus plus. haha. since my mum and aunt they all still not ready so my uncle brought us to the flower market to walk walk first. when they were ready, we went to eat porridge. it's delicious again! haha. den after breakfast-cum-lunch went to fa yuen street(hua yuan street) to shop. we spent like 3 hours plus plus but still yet to cover 50% of the place. haha. there were simply too much things to seee and buy. things tat s'pore doesnt have. also, found out tat inhk it's equilavent to a mass fashion show! everyone's wearing different kinds of designs and patterns. its like u wun get tired of seeing it. everyday ppl are dressing differently. unlike singapore, everyone dresses all the same way its jus tat the colours are different.cause in singapore, if u look too different, u'll defiinitely be the central of attraction down the whole street. everyone's eyes are on u. its quite uncomfortable la huh. haha.den dinner we had claypot rice. it was quite nice! :) den had dessert. i had black sesame dumpling. sorry to say, its really delicious. hha. den my aunt say my uncle's "handmade" black sesame is even nicer. so eager to try. hehe. den after tat went to miao(temple) street which in other words is nan ren jie. cause got sell a lot of those er. s-e-x things la. haha. ok shant talk bout tat le.haha.

* bon voyage!

2005-03-24T02:44:00.000+08:00

# day 1
hmmm. leaving for hk today. 6.25pm flight. went to work in the morning den leave after lunch. went to xuan's hse first cause later her parents bringing us to airport to check in first. den later my family come and meet us lor. :) den board teh flight le. bye s'pore. reach there bout 10pm plus the check out stuffs, collecting luggage, everything's done by bout 11pm. den aunt came to pick us up. den we went put for dinner? nope supper would be more suitable. haha.ate steamboat.it was simply delicious! we ate till bout 1 plus 2 plus. den go home sleep le.

* wildwildwet

2005-03-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

hihi. long time no update le. sorry. haha.ok. erm we went to wild wild wet on the 180305.it was freaking crowded. :( cause of the seventeen summer hunks competition.then they specially close the rides jus to let the so-called "hnks" to play. so freaking pissed lor.didnt get to play a lot cause got to queue quite long for a ride. den went home early cause got swimming. den on my way to the swimming pool, i took taxi. when i reached, i got off in a hurry and dropped my phone.in other words, i lost my phone! :( sad to say, this's the second time le. my darling phone! *E600C

* went to work!

2005-02-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm surprinsingly, my dad found a job for me. haha. cause they say i cant simply slack arnd for 3 months ma so ask me go find job lor. den all the job i found they say this cannot that cannot. so irritating! den i say since u all reject all den u all help me find lor. so they found me a job in my old childcare. meaning my ex-childcare. just working there as part time part time like tat la. quite relaxing and enjoyable la. haha. quite fun too! tats why no time to update blog also. too tired to switch on com. also lazy la huh. haha.hmmm.

* happy valentine's day!!

2005-02-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

** Happy Valentine's Day!

*went to visit jiunx.

2005-01-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

yest. jiun fell into the drain then there was a big cut on her leg. so she sort of pon skool today la. haha. then me and ron went down to her house to visit her. the injury was so bad lor. den we talked,gossip.. we called him to play a prank, saying that i am outside his skool. then he say:" den how? i now at home leh. u and ron o down and find her la." den jiun was like:"eh mr., we are going down from clementi leh!" haha. den he say:" go down for wad?" jiun:" she wan to make ur heart melt ma..haha" and he was like:"er..er..huh. say it again?!" den jiun say:" this type of this cannot say another time one lor. very paiseh one leh." haha. den they say till very "mushy" kind and i cannot tahn liao so snatched the phone back and say:"ok.stop it. the game's over. we are jus playing a prank on you." i can feel that he was like a little pissed. actually, if it was anyone, they would be pissed too lor. den we went to play play station. play till sian, we siao siao one go take pictures and then watch vcd. den when the "movie" ends, we went to ginza there to develop the photos. while waiting, we went to mac's for some ice cream. and starting chatting again....

*braces off!!

2005-01-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

today after piano lesson went to meet ron for lunch den wait for jiun at mac's. out 1.30pm, went dwn to suntec to collect our billabong wallet which we ordered. it was so damn cool lor!! haha.den take cab dwn to dental. finally, finally!!can take out the braces liao.but feeling a bit wierd. haha. maybe not use to it ba. haha.hmmm. but not bad la huh. den msg him, he called, didnt hear so miss call.called back, he having training. :) den at night we chatted a while at 8.30pm plus. den he say he gotta go out so call me later. :p he said he saw one mp3 he like but his parents say dun buy cause waste money. haha. poor thing. :( he say calling later again. :D suddenly feel like picking saga seeds. haha. :)

**受损的心灵在诉苦!

2005-01-24T11:28:00.000+08:00

不知不觉爱上你.但又不知该如何向你开口.很害怕又在次受到伤害.求求你,如你是真心的请不要在伤害我脆弱的心灵.希望你和我一样,不要放弃.因为我会一直在这儿默默为你守候着. :) 多保重! 我挥一直等,等待着!

*went for open house(s)

2005-01-22T13:32:00.000+08:00

today meet ron in the morning and we went for the ngee ann poly open hse. cause jiun went wif her MI frens liao. so in the later part of the day then we meet her to go to nanyang poly open hse. we did henna at nyp and played some games. den after tat w went town lor. again, we were sitting at the heeren fountain. haha. so lame sia. den sianz already, we decided to go take some neoprints!! :)den after taking neoprints we go home liao lor..

*happy bdae to jiunx!!

2005-01-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

today jiun's actual bdae. we went to wild wild wet again in the morning. den we pla a while. bout 2 plus, we actually saw tat drowning!!OMG!he finally decided to appear. but he never ever expect to see us today lo. we were like so damn pissed and we actually confronted him. he simply pass off wif a "i dunno" to every question!how irresponsible he is!! a great big farker indeed!! an absolute failure as a guy. oops, i dun tink he's one!maybe 'asshole' fits him better than a guy?he's jus escaping reality, and NV thot of facing it. wtf! tats too much of him. i remember vividly the last sentence he sais: "keep in contact as frens lor." wow, nearly give him a tight slap!! another of him is jus a burden to mother earth. u think u are handsome and cool??no.let me tell u, u are worse than iwlliam hung man. look at ur f***ing character. so wad if u are tat little bit more handsome than others? tat give u the right to toy wif other's feelings?absolutely not man! u dun have the right to do tat. u aren't even fit to do tat. go reflect asshole. look into the toilet bowl. u are jus a guy wif 2 eyes, 2 ears, a mouth, a nose and a bunch of hair. why? tat gives u the privilege?
no, not at all!! jus get out of our way bastard!!

*went sun-tanning.

2005-01-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

today early morning wake up and saw the sun shining bright.so decideed to meet earlier at 11.45am to go tann. finally there's sun today! yea! :) den tann till 2pm cause totally burnt liao.haha.went to bathe.go opp. hawker to have kunch.oh gosh!the food really suck.wasted my 2 bucks sia!den went home and sleep. cause tann till..hah.

*met yin

2005-01-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

today going tanning wif yin at queenstown swimming pool. den we meet at 2. but sad. when we got there, there was no sun. den walk back and went to queensway and saw the dark guy again in the 'salam..' shop. den went to mac to eat. and saw tat guy again and yin went to smoke wif him.chatted a while.got my no. so his benny! hahas.and he's a smoker too!!

*visit ron.

2005-01-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

meet jiun in the morning bout 11 plus plus? to go visit ron in alexander hospital. cause din noe my house got straight bus go queensway so decided to meet outside jiun's hse.den when reach lia, was suppose to go opposite side.but..b-u-t. din noe there was a overhead bridge above the bus stop. so walk one big round , cross traffic light and all the shit and miss the bus in the end. -_-" sianz. so gotta wait another 20 mins. when we reach the hospital, saw sharon. her leg was recovering well man. its like so much much better than the first day. she should have come to the hospital long ago.den she need not suffer for so many weeks.den we chatted for like 2 3 hours. den when she collected her medicine, they left. sowe left. me and jiun went to queeens way to walk walk.den went into this hsop. saw this guy. say me potato head! hmpf.! haha. bought a cap. yeas! :0

** mUmMy's bdaE!! :)

2005-01-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

today's mum's bdae. in the afternoon went to buy her bdae gift and shun bian went to swensens to buy her bdae cake. it was "cookies 'n' cream"! the cake was damn damn nice!! :) den in the night we went for a feast at a restaurant in tiong. den after dinner went home to blow cale. hehe. den today is also the day sharon was admitted to hospital. poor thing. cause her leg injury worsen! :( den got to stay for one night under observation.cause mum's bdae den celebrate till so late so decide to go see her tmr wif jiunx. hope she's better!

*crasher.

2005-01-14T09:42:00.000+08:00

today me and jiunx went to crash acjc. haha. it was so adventurous lor. morning we meet foong yin, den she brought us to a class to hide while they are having the morning assembly. den when assembly ends, ppl stated walking pass. suddenly some J2 guys came into the class and they switch on the lights. and obviously, they saw us and they were like staring at us. den we quickly make a dash to the door. den when they recover, they said:" err.. g-o-o-d m-o-r-n-i-n-g!"so paiseh lor. dun even dare to turn back to greet them back. haha. den we went to crash their literature and maths lectures. we skipped the health talks. heard that its boring. haha. so while they having health talk, we go and wander about ourselves, trying as hard as possible to cover up as crasher. haha. den we saw daryl, ji zeng, bjorn...(our ntss seniors) talked a while and shun bian ask them for directions. haha. den we went to the library, saw a empty space for the computer. so we went to sit. den playing. halfway through, a girl came and said:" err..im using this computer." den we again quickly run off. den we saw a second lvl, have no idea wad it was, so decided to go check it out. but, halfway walking up, the seniors there kept looking at us den we were sort of puzzled la. den we went further and saw a sign there, it was the detention centre!! we were "uh-oh!!" haha. den quickly go down. so embarrassing lor. it look so obvious den we are crashin.haha. den went to meet elton, yi liang, daphne, tecky, zhong teck and some others la. it was fun though!!! :)

-wildwildwet-

2005-01-12T10:11:00.000+08:00

tat day was chatting wif mr black bout the chalet and some other stuffs. den i suddenly asked him if wild wild wet wan ppl a not. and he said "YES"! i was like. woohoo, cool! i'd always wanted to work there. finally got a chance. hehe. tmr we'll be going down to have the interview. den shun bian trace some news bout the 'drowning'!!!wad the hell. we didnt do anything rong to deserve such sacarstic remarks from him. he sure have no right to comment us, cause he's no where better! look in the mirror guy, who are YOU man!!! jus fark off la huh!!!

*Flashback

2005-01-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

i rmb the days when u and i were so close. but too bad, im too late. i really really wish at that moment, the earth would stop revolving! but u really change quickly! in a blink of eye, we seem to be so far apart. it seems like we were both in two diff. far far island. we cant seem to link anymore! maybe our time is up. or u have really change. haix wadeva! im not in the control of the situation anymore.many times i wanted to confront u to settle everything once and for all. bit im jus too afraid to do so. i cant imagine how u will react. im so afraid u will say: "GOOD! u finally say it. im free again." im so so so so frightened to see u laugh. i expected the outcome. but i didnt noe its so soon. sooner than i expected. U, have totally break me. im falling into pieces by ur words! if u have jus a little bit of conscious towards me, u should noe who im refering to. its YOU(eporhtnasim)!! so u noe wads my new year resolutions specially for u: making my new year interesting by making urs MISERABLE!! watch out my "dear"!!

*an InTeReStInG day?? @_@

2005-01-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

today morning went for my first piano lesson. den in the afternoon went to meet ron to go s'pore poly to claim her medical fee cause she hurt herself during the course. den we went to recruit express for interview.it was quite a while onli.hmmm.den saw clarke quay. so decided to go there walk walk. den while walking, we saw mediacorp artises!! Ling Feng, Yu Hongzhi, Li Zhi Qing and one more couldnt recognise. maybe he's us a cla-fare. haha.den we keep looking at them. and they suddenly walk over, knowing that we are looking at them purposely give the dao face. especially the yu hongzhi. so dao for wad. artises so wad!! hmpf. haha.

*SMA (singapore maritime academy)

2005-01-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

today, as wad i said, i realy went to take over hui jiun's place. so i basically pose off as HUI JIUN.haha.hmmm. today was a long day. till bout 5 plus plus.so long never had such a long day liao. a bit not quite use to it. haha. but today's course was quite fun la. its about marine courses. den talking bout ships whole day. but it was realli quite fun la.at end of the day had a ride on the speed boat.rather exciting and thrilling.haha.going against the waves, speeding,exploring the "sea"....ok. cant take it liao. going to doze off liao.hehe ZzZzZzZz.... -_-"

*My 1sT dAy Of SkOoL.

2005-01-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

OMG! today my first day of skool was rather horrible. i jus dunno why la. how come i hate that skool tat much. initially, i dun really like the skool . but since its my first time so i decided to give it a try lor. HOPING tat i will like it. haha. but, however, after going for the st day, i found tat i hate it even more! i jus dunno why la huh. jus cant pin-point exactly wad went wrong. but my mind jus tell me tat: NO NO NO! cannot make it! so i was so damn pissed on my first day of skool! an unpleasant trip! therefore, i decided not to go the following months anymore. hehe. and i think i will slack llike shit lor maybe i'll take over hui jiun to go the poly course. since she cant take "leave" from MI. haha. see ya.

*new year resolutions!

2005-01-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

* my new year resolutions:
# hope to get a job soon
# good lucks to my 'o' lvls result
# plan my future well
# get over everything in 2004
# get my piano and guzheng grade 8
# find my guy!!!
.....
more to come.! :)

**HaPpY nEw YeAr!! ^-^

2005-01-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

hey guys and gals out there! wishing u a merry happy new year out there and may all ur wishes come true in this new year. a new beginning. a fresh start for all of us! best of lucks!! :)

*day two

2004-12-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

today, woke up quite early cause nobody at home liao. so go there earlier lor. haha. den went to jurong east, the yuhua zone 7 there to play soccer. after tat continue wif bball.haha. den after tat went back the condo. to bathe. and rested for a while. about afternoon we went for lunch den straight away go for the gong fu movie. haha. the show got no meaning one lor. mus it was rather funny. haha. not bad not bad.den after the movie walk back to "rest" again. played mahjong! haha. den about 6.30 plus plus we went to eat dinner but cause i wanted to rush ack to watch the xi ling men so i psyco all of them to dabao home to eat. haha. den after the show, we continued to watch the ling lou. den Devil's Blues!!yea. haha.de we watch the news bout' the tsunami. really pity the victime. hope they can get over it. and for the dead, rest in peace!den we switceh to the bachelor. haha. the guy was quite cute. but the ladies are...OMG! cannt make it man!ok la. not tat bad also la.some of thm are still quite chio lor.haha.den we celebrated xue hui's birthday. bought her a mini cake. and chi seng played the guitar and all of us sang the 'birthday song' for her. yea! haha. den went home, and, can u believe it, i forgot my wallet again! haix. den my dad say go back and take. haha. den he fetch me back lor. hmmm. and the day simply ended. :)

*day one

2004-12-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm.todae went to my pri skool's "chalet". its sort of chalet la. cause one of them's dad got a epty condo. nobody staying so let us use for gathering lor. haha. its so cool sia. haha.hmmm. first day, we all meet den went to CDAN'S for bowling. after tat it was about evening liao. so we went back and have dinner. and we started playing mahjong. haha. it was so fun i won a lot.haha. den 7.30 they watched the s'pore vs mynmar match, and singapore actually won!! woohoo! finally. haha.cause they wanted to watch the soccer match so i went back home to watch the 9.00 show: Devil's Blues. haha. den when i walk to the interchange and wanted to take the bus, i jus realised i left my wallet in the house. oh my god!haha. cause lazy to walk up again so bo pian take cab home and ask my bro. to come down to pay. haha.

*returned!

2004-12-27T13:11:00.000+08:00

woohoo. im back today finally. haha. yesterday we went to ride bicycle and i had a minor accident wif a guy. stupid asshole! haha. den noe my arm got a very bad scar. argh!! disfigured liao la. hmpf! haha. but we really had fun lor. hehe. den this morning lower back ache like shit!! *sob sob* haha. ok i going out liao. byes!

**mErRy X'mAs!!

2004-12-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho.. mErRy ChRiStMaS!! enjoy guys.

*x'mas eve!

2004-12-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

hiyee. today is the eve of x'mas!!Have a great day guys and gals out there.

*oMg!

2004-12-22T18:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm.today morning went to play maple again.met some of my god-sis's frens then they help me lvl up.felt so bad cause they kept fighting the '"monsters" but i stand there to earn the exp. pts onli.*evil grins* sorry.hahas.buut not bad, managed to lvl up by 2 lvl so now onli lvl 14. haha.den my bro snatch to play his.after tat he quit and when i wanted to go play again, they say, there's no data file on ur computer. please download the newest client. OMG! now den got this problem. wad to do sia. shit lor!! argh!!! haah. now trying hard to save it. so g2g liao. haha.byes. :)

*hmpf!

2004-12-21T16:31:00.000+08:00

hmmm.totally wear out today. TIRED! den wanted tp maple story den dunnoe the com or the game super duper lag. cant even have a proper game. sianz. den fed up when to switch off com. haha. no mood also la. haha. -_-"

*wow!!

2004-12-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

yea. hi there. hahas. yesterday went to a part of malaysia, dunno call wad la. haha. went there specially to watch fireflies! the scenario was damn cool and chio sia! one word --SUPERB!! it was really beautiful. i think this is first in my lifetime other than on television to see the real firefly man. was really excited seeing it man! haha. i bet all of u will feel the same if u were there. hahas.if there's a chance again, i'd realli love to go and see again. a pity my digital cam. ran out of batt. sianz. haha. all along, i thought fireflies are unreal. there isn any fireflies on earth at all. until i saw them today, i was totally amazed. haha.also rite, on our way into malaysia, there was a heavy traffic jam. on the other side is mainly for motorcycles.there was a sea of motorbikes in the traffic. i think again, this is my first time seeing soooo many motorbikes. i think there were thousans man! luckily i managed to take quite a few pictures. haha. its so damn cool man! haha.ok think shall stop here first.byes.take care guys. :)

**GET OUT of my way, bastard!!

2004-12-18T11:52:00.000+08:00

copying copying and copying! other than these wad else can he do!!! copying my verses, the way i write, my ideas, everything!!! dun u have a brain??i realli suspect ur intelligence now!! all u noe to do is to copy! ur job is to copy!!den living on earth is meaningless for you!! i suggest u get out of this place~~(GO AND DIE!)~~, stop affecting the world revolving smoothly!! since u love copyin so much why not be a photocopy machine next life?! being caught red-handed and still dare to deny under ur teeth!! u're not fit to ba part of thix world!!

*back to "earth"!

2004-12-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

hi folks! finally, im back, from the hell place! my eyes are shutting down any minute.so damn wear out man! cannot tahan anymore. so when to have a warm bathe and dive into my cosy nest! hahas.den 'bout 6 mommie woke me up and say its time for swimmin lesson. i was like freaking tired lor. dun wanna get out of bed man! but no choice.sianz.went to theswimming pool.i think it was ages since i swim again.llike 3-4 yrs never swim liao. so onli 2 laps of freestyle and frogstyle, im dead beat!!i feell as if my whole body weighs a ton, im sinking any moment! hmmm.yea, tmr going malaysia liao.go see firefly sia! this is the first time in my life seeing fireflies i think. i bet the scenario will be fantastic.will take down loads of pics of all of u!! ok, im turning in. *yawn*.haha. nitex!

*chalet at SeNtOsA! dun ever try it, u'll regret!!

2004-12-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

today morning, woke up late. den ush to meet yun they all to collect the bbq stuff's at mum's place. den when i reach new town bus stop, the satay guy called and say the satay's here. it was 11 plus onli lor. and they yesterday say they can onli deliver the satay arnd 12-1pm plus.wad the shit lor.totally spoil our whole plan. argh!!den we went bck o my hse to tack the satay and immediately set off to harbour front mrt to meet the other NCOs.off course some were late la.haha.the weather was not veri good though, it was like drizzling! :( hmmm. and made travelling so inconvenient.haha.den we went to check in. the room was like so shit lor. so let me warn u all. DUN ever ever try the Sentosa chalet!! i tell u, it realli sucks like HELL!! i'll never ever wanna go for any chalet in Sentosa anymore. downtown east, no problem! hahas.then still afternoon so we went to the beach to stroll and slowly, one by one, the guys took off their clothes and dive into the sea. den gradually, everyone joined in! haha.we played monkey in the water den after tat piggybacking each other. haha. it was so fun sia! den nearly evening liao we went back to prepare. and, wah keong came. so surprised! haha.but mus thank him too la!! THANKS!! den they set up the mahjong table and we started playing mahjong. me, peiwen, jing ting, lian kiat and hanni played till 4am plus plus. den go up the room to slack a bit. and we started gambling blackjack and poker.haha.win.lose.win.lose.and on and on and on.haha.everyone hold on till the morning and we started packing liao. hmmm. everything is coming to a close le. haha.but we still have foods unfinished. so we distribute among ourselves, each one bring home a bit lor.den everyone was like so tired out man. all "tyre-flat" liao.hahas

*sTrAwBeRrY cHoCoLaTe.

2004-12-15T16:02:00.000+08:00

WoOhOo! today *ron came to my house. haha. morning meet her at the jurong east mrt den we go buy the ingredients: chocolate n strawberry. den we took bus home and slack playin maple story. den in the afternoon we started melting the chocolate den roll the strawberries over. it was freaking fun! hahas. but, we made a real mess in the kitchen! haha.the chocolate drips are all over. den when the strawberries are somewhat dry, we place nicely on the plates and IN, into the fridge!! yUmMy YuMmY!! haha.later when i eat liao and will tell u guys how it taste! haha. see ya arnd!! :)

*Rashes!!

2004-12-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

ah!! OMG! ikena rashes on both my legs. its freaking itchy sia. the wild wild wet water mus be damn damn contaminated!!argh! my leg's disfigured now. wad the hell sia.yes! finally, my maple story works. today is my 1st day playing it den lvl up till 6 liao. haha. but still not gd enuff lor. mus catch up wif my friends wor. haha. ok shall stop here, continue later. byes! :)

*me.

2004-12-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

yesterdae went to wild wild wet. this is the 2nd time le ba.haha. the operators and lifeguards are not as friendly anymore. dunno wad on earth happened. haha.sianz.mabe coz kena scolding? wadever la! haha.aniwae, realli had fun! hehe. but those familiar faces had all vanished. also dunno wad happen sia. *sob sob. if not it wuld be more fun lor. haix. but then, still, we met new faces and socialise rather quick. luckily, our day was not wasted. haha.the [ular-lah] is the most memorable one i guess. cos yersterdae, we met bryan and louis and had so much fun.hah.we dragged them down wif us. once, instead of dragging them down, i was sort of carried out by the two of them. haha. damn funny. haha.